I was digging thew old cds and came across an unlabeled on. Popped it in and photos from October 2008 came up. The kids look great and I look happy,but truth be told I was going thew one of the hardest parts of my life. Those smile hid a lot of tears. I felt like life as I knew it was over...but it wasn't things had hit rock bottom but you can only go up from there! With time and effort everything turned around and got better.My darkest hour may be different from yours but if you just hang on and hold your head high....it will get better too.